It is shabbat soon. Nearly time for the meal (after which you won’t be online or writing). You’re overwhelmed. And you’re okay. You know you haven’t been journaling enough. I know you’re tired. Of trying so hard. And you’re okay. You’re really okay.
I love you Eliza. I love all of you. The good, the bad, the pretty, the ugly.
Darkness is the absence of light. Fill the world with light. Fill your world with light. You’re worth it, it’s worth it, and the world is worth it.
I love you and I’m with you. God is with you too. Every single step of the way.
When the going gets tough, just hold on. Hold on to hope. Remember why you’re doing this. Coz it’s awesome. Coz the world is filled with beauty. Coz you’re getting to chart a path, to chart your path, to create a life for yourself, a life beyond your wildest dreams.
It’s a journey. One I, god, and so many others are with you on. People can care about you Eliza. And people can stay.
Always and forever,