I’m stuck for words. Not quite sure what to tell you. Just breathe. I’m proud of you. Luv ya Eliza. It’ll be okay. Everything will be okay. If it’s not okay, it’s not the end. You are okay always. You deserve to be okay. Just breathe Eliza. Just as you think others don’t deserve what is, you don’t either. I promise you, you don’t deserve to be hurting, you don’t deserve the world to fall on your head, you don’t deserve for the other shoe to drop, you deserve to live the life you dream of living, the life you think impossible to lead. You deserve to live a life you love. You’re worth it. You aren’t guilty Eliza. You don’t cause bad just by existing. You’re okay. Always.