You are worth it. It’s the end, nearing, of yet another really long day. I’m proud of you. You were on time to work, patient with the people around you, made and ate healthy food (been eating junk breakfast, lunch, dinner), journaled. After being up since 4am and getting up when you had to stop thinking. I know that at the moment you just don’t want to be here. I know how tired you are. I know how ‘much’ it all is. Eliza it gets easier. It is easier today than it has been in the past. And you’re worth living through that day when it is better. You deserve it. You can and will get there. I love you and am proud of you always.