I’m frustrated, annoyed and resentful. I hate the world and everyone in it. Specifically those who messed up my plans. But even this has humour in it. I was going to go out. First to one place, followed by another trip. I chose not to go to A because it was important to me to get to B earlier. Due to a variety of factors (thoughtless people), those who went to A, which I wanted to do! Continue reading “Forty Three: The humour in everything”
I never knew that I could post on my phone. It’ll have to be short because I am on here. When I am back on my laptop I hope to fill in the posts properly.
Need I say more than that?
There are all different kinds of music. I’m no connoisseur, and ca’t even identify different genres, but music is something that can be so, delicate. Pretty. Inspirational. There are some songs that have actually helped me. Continue reading “Forty One: Music”
I used to constantly quote the saying Due to a technical fault the light at the end of the tunnel has been switched off.
I’m going to be away and not sure if I’ll have access or not. I really want to get to Fifty though…..
Now is probably the best time for me to think of and post a reason. Been thinking about all I have here that I can use, and ‘wondering’ in a purely scientific sense what it would do to me if I would take it all. Continue reading “Thirty Seven: The light of understanding”
I didn’t have a reason. Then I saw this quote. I’m going to just attach the link as I’m sure the image is copyrighted.
I was walking down the road thinking about reasons. Or rather about how nothing is worth it, how it’s not worth trying, how the world however beautiful it is can’t be reason enough, how it doesn’t make a difference that it’s so gorgeous – I just don’t care, how even though it should be moving it isn’t, how it can’t make me smile. And then about reasons, Continue reading “Thirty Four: No reasons to live”
Do you know when something happens, something really coincidental that makes you feel like ‘Hey, maybe there’s something out there bigger than you, maybe you are cared about’ or ‘Wow’.
Something that happened to me recently. Continue reading “Thirty Three: Coincidences that aren’t”
There are some people in the world who try to make other people smile and laugh for no ulterior motive. Just because they want them to smile. If you’re reading this and think I mean you – I certainly do! I’m in awe of these people and can learn a lot from them. Continue reading “Thirty Two: People who make me smile”
Way too tired to write this post now (it’s almost 1am here), so I hope I actually talk sense.
Friends. I’m going to be seeing at least one friend that I haven’t seen in a few months soon (in a couple of weeks). Hopefully more than just one. I’m grateful for my friends.
My title says it all, or so I think.
I’m up to reason thirty. Been thinking way too negatively the past few hours. I’m saying that way too often for my liking. I did something difficult for me to do today, and nothing came of it, so both the trying to do it, and the nothing coming of it, threw me. Continue reading “Thirty: I’m up to reason thirty………….”